cranky cranky

Baby Joel has been extremely cranky since early last week (till now). I've been so bad-tempered too.

Usually, he will sleep for at least 2 hours each time during the day after his feeding, and only waking up for his milk again. Sometimes, he can sleep for as long as 4 hours each time. So it's an 'eat-sleep-eat-sleep' cycle. Now, he wants to be carried all the time! Once i put him down, he will cry non-stop till he's almost breathless. It's heart-breaking to look at him.

And when he's finally very tired, he will fall asleep on my shoulder (for about 30mins) only to wake up again coz the 3-hours is up...and it's time to drink his milk (again). It's very exhausting for me, and I'm going to breakdown too.

God, please help me. Give me more endurance AND patience.

P.S. He's in a happy mood in the photo. It's NOT cranky mode.